Thursday, February 28, 2008

A part-take in a pie call Life

I have no idea why but sometimes, Life can be such a bitch.

Seriously!

On one hand we have naggy mums who 'haunt' our very lives like banshee attracted to death. Every time they start opening their mouth and screaming and hurling verbal attacks at you, you know your day is going to be spoiled. Thank God, my mum is in China enjoying herself now. She would be back on Sunday after a 6 day tour in some off-shore island call 海南岛.

Apparently, this is what 海南岛 looks like in the picture...

OMFG! It is lots of Sun, lots of white smooth sand and lots of blue water Sea! And IT IS IN CHINA!!!! Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating the China part abit too much, but it is the SSS.

Yeap...Didn't I say Life can be such a Bitch?

School has unofficially ended ever since last Friday and this would mark the end of my Polytechnic education, period. I hope I do pass all my exams because I am NOT going back to school for that one freaking module that I have not cleared.

Life can be full of uncertainties and surprises as well. Erm...lets just say, it is a small world and Singapore is a small country in a very small world.

One thing that Life irks me the most is the idealistic theory call Love.

I don't understand it, neither do I want to comprehend it. There are times where I will be caught in apprehension when it comes to this...this...thing. I don't think I have experienced any single moment whereby I'm truly in Love. That was a contradicting sentence there.

I really need to re-calibrate my bio-clock, because I have been sleeping at 8 o'clock everyday. And mind you, it is 8 o'clock in the MORNING. I find it tremendously difficult to sleep early nowadays, I have become nocturnal.

I always tell myself not to fall for someone when there is absolutely no returns or rewards in the end. But no matter how many times I knock myself in the brains to get this fact through, I always seem to make that same damn mistake time and time again. The last one took me quite a long time to recover from. I even have to resort to avoidance for the sake of my very very weak and fragile heart.

If I have to associate one single thing on Earth with my heart, I would say it would be a Swarovski Crystal Chandelier. Expensive, Beautiful, Shiny, Sparkly and oh-so-fragile. Once it drops, its a millions pieces to patch back. And when that happens, I would pat myself on the back and congratulate myself for being such an idiot.

But what to do, Life is being a Bitch all the time. And it is always there to make us look more dumb than Borat.